As I watch the line of men drop to their knees, refusing to praise
the God of country, the most jealous and vengeful God of all,
I am thinking of the bitches. The bitches that poured love
into their sons’ bodies, that took in pain like the mournful note
of an expanding accordion, the bitches who trace the half moons
of their C-section scars whenever they see another son slaughtered,
whose lovers kiss their stretch marks and their deflated breasts that nursed
life into their lives. I imagine those bitches peeled the potatoes, hummed
Bible hymns, bought football jerseys, wore the school’s colors and danced
in the bleachers at home games, cheering, That’s my baby!
with such a pride that their sons started to think their bodies mattered.
Maybe those bitches warned them, or maybe they didn’t have to,
that the beer guzzling crowd will adore everything their bodies
can do for them, will roar when they sprint across the field
like meteor showers, will collapse into ecstasy with every touchdown,
but they will not love a body that doesn’t bow to compliance.
I wonder what the bitches think when they see their boys
on their knees, their moment of prayer that demands that anthems
be held accountable to their promises. My mother would not be called a bitch
because of the lessons she taught me: that the people in the Middle East
were brainwashed to think their country is chosen by their god,
that people that lived in communism were too afraid to overthrow
their governments or even speak ill of them, that we were the only country
in the world that was truly free and righteous. We lie to our children
so that we can lie to ourselves comfortably as adults. America’s
greatest triumph: we will worship the flag even when the flag
becomes a shroud. I’m sure the bitches know this. The men on their knees
certainly do, as the president that we haven’t even attempted to overthrow
says that their jobs should be taken from them, calls their mothers
bitches, assures there are good people marching for white supremacy,
and promises to break the will of their bodies through law and order.
And we watch, knees locked and hands on our hearts, as bullets tear
through the bodies of these sons of these bitches,
as they are on their knees with their hands in the air,
as the bitches drop to their knees in front of their coffins,
and as the sons refuse to perform allegiance to our apathy,
silently taking the knee and bowing their heads, while the lens of history
flashes to capture another moment of our collective shame
and the bitches bear witness to the quiet defiance their love bore.
Click here to read Anne Champion on the origin of the poem.
Image: Oakland Raiders Anthem Protest, Wikimedia Commons (licensed under CC 2.0)
- After the President Calls Citizens ‘Sons of Bitches’ - November 20, 2018